You Don’t Want To Be Me

You Don’t Want To Be Me

If you are new to my Blog, please click here to read about my son Caleb: http://www.ajourneyforcaleb.org/caleb     You Don’t Want To Be Me   I’m writing to you from the deepest, darkest pit a human could ever be in.  The pit of despair, devastation and...
Moving After Child Loss

Moving After Child Loss

I’m starting this post with my original post to Facebook the day we moved one year ago, and I will end it with a current update and some photos.   Moving After Child Loss   March 31, 2020 – Facebook This post is emotional, raw and heartbreaking. ...
YOU Are A Big Deal Around Here!

YOU Are A Big Deal Around Here!

If you’re a living, breathing human you don’t need to know the actual statistic to know that a lot of people attempt or die from suicide every minute of every day.  You also don’t have to have lost someone you know to suicide to “know” the pain and devastation...
My Dearest Caleb…

My Dearest Caleb…

I’ve really struggled with whether or not I wanted to share this letter.  I’ve been writing it on and off for about eight months.  My therapist suggested early on that I write Caleb two letters, one for what I would say when I got home that night and we continued our...
A Letter to Myself

A Letter to Myself

Dear mom who did everything right but your child died anyway, I watched you on Sunday, August 18, 2019, trembling as you locked the front door that evening.  It was the first night you would sleep in your house in seven days.  You didn’t want to lock the door because...